Natsu wrote:All those presents sound lovely, enjoy them.
@Dark Omega & @Q P: You guys are angry? I got no presents, and I'm just fine. Did I want something? Yeah, but I'm not gonna bitch about it because I know my parents aren't obliged to give me and my sister presents, it's just a social belief that they actually are. If you wanted a gift you already have one, you get to see fireworks.
So true. The only thing I get and want is sweets and snacks for Christmas. Nothing else. But they always come in these pre-packaged bags with Christmas themed stuff on them. Well I did get a small "book" about... cats... and I'm happy. And people say Christmas is a time of gathering and sharing. How am I supposed to gather if I always gather with my family, and the other part of my family is either dead or far. I can't share any presents because nobody would want
just candy, they want something else to go with it. No, sharing love with others does
not count, because you're supposed to do that regardless of what time of the year it is.
This is how I spend my Christmas every year. But this time, my sister is not around to lighten things up, and my brother is going through a phase ( it's called being a teenager or something ) so I'm stuck with Christmas movies that make me feel even more lonely and sad that I can't have a cheery Christmas. You know what I would be happy with? A proper Christmas... or a Kounosuke plushie, but that's not the point! Can't I have something proper for once. Well... I'm supposed to be happy with what I got. But, I've got so little. Isn't it okay to ask for at least a little bit more? Just, a little? Am I being too selfish?