Hate Towards Me

[silent_]

WARNING: If you are a sensitive member that is picking on me, I highly advise you stay away from this. I WILL be individualizing users for my own sake.

Okay. If this thread creates drama, don't lock this, please. Just give individual users consequences, but of course, I'll probably be blamed for ANY rudeness/drama/chaos that occurs here. However, I will try to make this thread as calm as possible.

I would like to start by saying I got picked on BEFORE I made Sinister. It wasn't that thing where "Kep created a story he became a dumbass the end". I got highly picked on when I was a level judge, I was accused of abusing my powers because I moved my own thread (if I'm a level judge, why wouldn't I just move it myself?) and there were these stupid Kep Memes that served no purpose at all. And then, Sinister came by. At the time, I had no idea how to write a story. I frankly still don't. I've never been a good writer in my life. For some reason, though, I felt that if I released Sinister to the public, I would gain more respect. Quite the contrary, though. Certain people were telling me that people were strongly making fun of my story on IRC, and then this whole "Kep is a dumbass" started to come to the public. People like Knux, BTB, and Magibowser are in particular flaming/parodying my story, and on my story thread itself, users like Ragont were just rude as crap towards my story, and so on. Also, if you're going to say, "Even good stories get parodied", NO. My story was the only one on this forum that got parodied. Coincidence? OBVIOUSLY NOT. It makes perfect sense why users wanted to be such jerk about it: Because I have always been a user that gets picked on. I never understood why, though. Was I immature? Yes. Was I a bad moderator? Yes. Did I do ANYTHING wrong on this forum? Absolutely not unless you want to count a warning I got in January for flaming somebody for a reason.

And allow me to end this by saying: The staff isn't doing anything about this. In some ways, though, I respect Joey for ending the Kep memes and the rudeness on my story thread, but I am still receiving hate and there are dumb and spammy parodies/rip-offs popping up all over the forum. So, if this uncouthness towards me doesn't stop, I don't see why I should be here. It is basically cyber bullying, and I hope you know that that is illegal. Also, I am actually a really friendly guy if the good part of me is shown. But no, I haven't been able to shown the good part of me for a few months.

[lighthouse64]

WARNING: If you are a sensitive member that is picking on me, I highly advise you stay away from this. I WILL be individualizing users for my own sake.

Okay. If this thread creates drama, don't lock this, please. Just give individual users consequences, but of course, I'll probably be blamed for ANY rudeness/drama/chaos that occurs here. However, I will try to make this thread as calm as possible.

I would like to start by saying I got picked on BEFORE I made Sinister. It wasn't that thing where "Kep created a story he became a dumbass the end". I got highly picked on when I was a level judge, I was accused of abusing my powers because I moved my own thread (if I'm a level judge, why wouldn't I just move it myself?) and there were these stupid Kep Memes that served no purpose at all. And then, Sinister came by. At the time, I had no idea how to write a story. I frankly still don't. I've never been a good writer in my life. For some reason, though, I felt that if I released Sinister to the public, I would gain more respect. Quite the contrary, though. Certain people were telling me that people were strongly making fun of my story on IRC, and then this whole "Kep is a dumbass" started to come to the public. People like Knux, BTB, and Magibowser are in particular flaming/parodying my story, and on my story thread itself, users like Ragont were just rude as crap towards my story, and so on. Also, if you're going to say, "Even good stories get parodied", NO. My story was the only one on this forum that got parodied. Coincidence? OBVIOUSLY NOT. It makes perfect sense why users wanted to be such jerk about it: Because I have always been a user that gets picked on. I never understood why, though. Was I immature? Yes. Was I a bad moderator? Yes. Did I do ANYTHING wrong on this forum? Absolutely not unless you want to count a warning I got in January for flaming somebody for a reason.

And allow me to end this by saying: The staff isn't doing anything about this. In some ways, though, I respect Joey for ending the Kep memes and the rudeness on my story thread, but I am still receiving hate and there are dumb and spammy parodies/rip-offs popping up all over the forum. So, if this uncouthness towards me doesn't stop, I don't see why I should be here. It is basically cyber bullying, and I hope you know that that is illegal. Also, I am actually a really friendly guy if the good part of me is shown. But no, I haven't been able to shown the good part of me for a few months.

You did help me with all my questions about like 3 months ago...

[silent_]

I would like to say that this thread's sole purpose is to discuss hatred towards me, not me helping you three months ago. Thanks for the comment, though.

[zlaker]

To be honest your story wasn't well written so that's the reason people are picking on you, though they don't have the rights to do that. A second thing is your posts. I mean they're often really long and some people think they sound pretty reatared :P

[silent_]

To be honest your story wasn't well written so that's the reason people are picking on you, though they don't have the rights to do that. A second thing is your posts. I mean they're often really long and some people think they sound pretty reatared

How come everyone on this forum misuses the term "retarded"?

Also, I stopped making so much long posts after SMBX:R turned into this forum, and honestly, if I make any long posts nowadays, it's for a good reason (argument, opinion, reply to a long post, etc.). And if people consider my long posts retarded why would they worship Chad or respect Magician? (If either of you are viewing this thread, that does NOT mean you two are retarded, obviously - your long posts are very intelligent.)

[Panda]

Because I have always been a user that gets picked on. I never understood why, though. Was I immature? Yes. Was I a bad moderator? Yes.

I believe you just answered your own question, here.

It is basically cyber bullying, and I hope you know that that is illegal.

Did I do ANYTHING wrong on this forum? Absolutely not unless you want to count a warning I got in January for flaming somebody for a reason.

Do I really need to explain why you'd get shit for saying stuff like this?

Another thing I've noticed in my brief time here is how seriously you take some things – for example, the Kep memes. I understand why you got upset about it, and that's okay! But it was the way you reacted that made people continue doing it.

I will request once and for all to STOP making this RIDICULOUS, AWFUL MEMES AND ART inspired by me just because of my bad story. Please lock this terrible thread, I will not tolerate it unless you want me to get perma-banned with anger.

It's just.. your reactions are very dramatic. Humour is subjective, so you may not think it's funny, but others (like the people making these memes) do. Plus your choice of unusual language is just very... awkward to read.
Do you want to know the way how to just get through the forum without having to worry or whatever? By not giving a single fuck about what anyone else says about you.

You also have a tendency to take things WAY too seriously. I recall Magibowser making a sarcastic comment on an apology thread and you downrepped him even though he was making an obvious joke:

by Kep on Tue Jul 01, 2014 2:03 am
Please don't even think about making an apology thread just so you can get upreps. That is in an immature way of saying "I want more respect".

Do you realise just how.. gullible that makes you sound? Why people would find it funny to irritate you?

My advice is to just let it go. Accept that your story has... become "legendary" (in the way that My Immortal or The Adventures Of Dark Yagami are legendary. Okay, they're TERRIBLE stories but in a way that it's enjoyable and that it becomes a good read) and you'll feel better by just not giving a shit anymore.

Sorry if this sounded harsh, but it's the truth.

[lighthouse64]

Well people are obviously still having hate towards u.

[silent_]

You would have to be two years old to think a Kep meme is funny, Panda. And the reason I make a big deal of stupid stuff is because I have some "I have to be perfect" addiction. I don't like to be criticized, unless it involves getting criticized for a level/episode I created.

[Egg]

I don't like to be criticized

That's not an excuse to overreact the way you're doing, as you won't just get criticized here at a mario forum, but irl too. You need to accept your mistakes and move on.
For god's sake I would be happy if a story made by me got parodied, because it means people read it.

[Panda]

You would have to be two years old to think a Kep meme is funny, Panda.

Humour is subjective, so you may not think it's funny, but others (like the people making these memes) do.

Just because you don't find something funny doesn't mean others won't.

To reiterate what Magibowser said too, nobody's perfect and criticism is inevitable. Accepting criticism gets easier with age, by the way.

You didn't seem to respond to the other points I made and I'm curious to hear about how you feel about them :c

[silent_]

Panda, there is no way to reply to your other remarks other than to say you're right in some ways but wrong in other ways, like with you saying "you answered your own question here". I was immature and a bad moderator years ago. Do I think everyone forgot about that? No. But do I think people pick on me because of a long time ago? Absolutely not. In fact, I started to get picked on on this forum. I didn't get picked on on SMBX:R. So apparently I did something wrong on this forum.

[Mable]

You should realize you not the only one who gets that kind of stuff.

The Forum has over 1000 members and some members are just those who want to make you look stupid and shit. You shouldn't really care what others think about you here it's just a Forum you only should really care about it if it happens in your real life outside. I mean come on you don't even know those who treat you like shit here or?

[Panda]

Panda, there is no way to reply to your other remarks other than to say you're right in some ways but wrong in other ways, like with you saying "you answered your own question here". I was immature and a bad moderator years ago. Do I think everyone forgot about that? No. But do I think people pick on me because of a long time ago? Absolutely not. In fact, I started to get picked on on this forum. I didn't get picked on on SMBX:R. So apparently I did something wrong on this forum.

Then it's probably because of all the other things I suggested, such as the part where I said you took some things too seriously and your... disinterest? in accepting some criticism.

Personally I don't see the story you wrote as a reason to hate you or hold anything against you, just the fact that you lack in understanding other people. I don't mean that in a harsh way, but I'm thinking mostly about some of the downrep comments I've seen left on others' profiles by you. And although I think this thread was probably not the best idea in terms of how other people are going to look at it and think that you're whining, it does give you an insight into whatever you wanted to know.

However, trying to find faults in points that we're making when you're asking us our opinions probably isn't a good idea either.

[silent_]

Panda, I only try to find faults in points when I need too. No offense, but saying I answered my own question when I'm talking about years ago is stupid. I didn't reply to your other points because I agreed with them and I thought it'd be useless to say "Good point" or "I agree".

I don't have a disinterest in accepting criticism. I said I have some kind of disability where I hate to be criticized and I love to be perfect. It's not something I can control.

I have a lack of understanding people in real life too, and then you mix that with strong paranoia, excessive anger issues, and huge sensitivity; that's probably why I'm hated so much.

[Fuyu]

Kep, do you mind if I ask you what are you aiming for? Are you aiming to be perfect? Or to be considered perfect?

Judging by what you're saying, you appear to care a lot about what the rest think or do about you. You've been told already by Panda, but I'm in the need to tell you this, people aren't the same. And because they aren't the same, they might share the same opinion, and sometimes, they might not. People form their own opinions based on what they see about something or somebody. You should keep in mind that people don't change their view points so easily as well. Not just that, they might even do what they do because it's easier to chat or be with you that way. Either way, you can never know what they think about you, but if there's something you know for sure is how you feel about what they do.

By the way, this is just another opinion formed by what I see, but aren't you trying to find for a work around when the answer is really simple? You seem to be trying to find someway of escaping what you've released on your own, just saying.

Also, last but not least, if you'd look around you you'd find out that many people think different of you. For example, Kyo. Judging from his comment on an uprep he gave you you seem to have changed. Isn't that enough for you to realize you were doing great? You were going right straight by the path of being accepted by some people that thought 'wrong' of you. You're basically trashing your chances, after making this thread. Not just that, after continuing posting here.

Just so you know, you won't be able to change the view point of the rest that easily, in fact, you might not even be able to do it, but you have done something else, you made me think of you as somebody that wants to be treated like someone special. If it's a wrong idea or not, it depends on you. If you want to change it, it depends on you as well. Instead of going straight ot the point about how you feel, try to improve anywhere else you feel you're wrong.

[lighthouse64]

You would have to be two years old to think a Kep meme is funny, Panda.

Humour is subjective, so you may not think it's funny, but others (like the people making these memes) do.

Just because you don't find something funny doesn't mean others won't.

To reiterate what Magibowser said too, nobody's perfect and criticism is inevitable. Accepting criticism gets easier with age, by the way.

You didn't seem to respond to the other points I made and I'm curious to hear about how you feel about them :c

Um you know same goes for you panda.

[Panda]

You would have to be two years old to think a Kep meme is funny, Panda.

Humour is subjective, so you may not think it's funny, but others (like the people making these memes) do.

Just because you don't find something funny doesn't mean others won't.

To reiterate what Magibowser said too, nobody's perfect and criticism is inevitable. Accepting criticism gets easier with age, by the way.

You didn't seem to respond to the other points I made and I'm curious to hear about how you feel about them :c

Um you know same goes for you panda.

...What did I do?

[silent_]

Kep, do you mind if I ask you what are you aiming for? Are you aiming to be perfect? Or to be considered perfect?

Judging by what you're saying, you appear to care a lot about what the rest think or do about you. You've been told already by Panda, but I'm in the need to tell you this, people aren't the same. And because they aren't the same, they might share the same opinion, and sometimes, they might not. People form their own opinions based on what they see about something or somebody. You should keep in mind that people don't change their view points so easily as well. Not just that, they might even do what they do because it's easier to chat or be with you that way. Either way, you can never know what they think about you, but if there's something you know for sure is how you feel about what they do.

By the way, this is just another opinion formed by what I see, but aren't you trying to find for a work around when the answer is really simple? You seem to be trying to find someway of escaping what you've released on your own, just saying.

Also, last but not least, if you'd look around you you'd find out that many people think different of you. For example, Kyo. Judging from his comment on an uprep he gave you you seem to have changed. Isn't that enough for you to realize you were doing great? You were going right straight by the path of being accepted by some people that thought 'wrong' of you. You're basically trashing your chances, after making this thread. Not just that, after continuing posting here.

Just so you know, you won't be able to change the view point of the rest that easily, in fact, you might not even be able to do it, but you have done something else, you made me think of you as somebody that wants to be treated like someone special. If it's a wrong idea or not, it depends on you. If you want to change it, it depends on you as well. Instead of going straight ot the point about how you feel, try to improve anywhere else you feel you're wrong.

For the third time, I'm not aiming for anything regarding perfectness. It is a habit or disability of mine to be perfect.

I don't really feel like answering anything else you said but I'll just say you're right.

[MistakesWereMade]

WARNING: If you are a sensitive member that is picking on me, I highly advise you stay away from this. I WILL be individualizing users for my own sake.

the fuck do you mean by individualizing
http://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/individualize

Okay. If this thread creates drama, don't lock this, please. Just give individual users consequences, but of course, I'll probably be blamed for ANY rudeness/drama/chaos that occurs here. However, I will try to make this thread as calm as possible.

That's why you threatened us before saying that (or some shit idk)

I would like to start by saying I got picked on BEFORE I made Sinister. It wasn't that thing where "Kep created a story he became a dumbass the end". I got highly picked on when I was a level judge, I was accused of abusing my powers because I moved my own thread (if I'm a level judge, why wouldn't I just move it myself?)

people saying that you abused your powers isn't cyberbullying, you're victimizing yourself too much

and there were these stupid Kep Memes that served no purpose at all.

memes serve a VERY strong purpose in modern society

And then, Sinister came by.

No, the memes came after sinister

At the time, I had no idea how to write a story. I frankly still don't. I've never been a good writer in my life. For some reason, though, I felt that if I released Sinister to the public, I would gain more respect. Quite the contrary, though. Certain people were telling me that people were strongly making fun of my story on IRC

People aren't going to go "Oh, she was stuck in an icycle for 3 days with no explanation whatsoever, i should seriously critiscize that" before just flat out making fun of it, because it's something ridiculous.

and then this whole "Kep is a dumbass" started to come to the public.

when DID people call you a dumbass in the forums, making fun of the shit you /make/ isn't the equivalent of calling you a dumbass

People like Knux, BTB, and Magibowser are in particular flaming/parodying my story and on my story thread itself, users like Ragont were just rude as crap towards my story

Why are you still touching your story, you admitted it was a bad in your thread, why the fuck are you so touchy about it.

and so on. Also, if you're going to say, "Even good stories get parodied", NO. My story was the only one on this forum that got parodied. Coincidence? OBVIOUSLY NOT.

implying there were OTHER stories there, except quills shit

It makes perfect sense why users wanted to be such jerk about it: Because I have always been a user that gets picked on. I never understood why, though. Was I immature? Yes. Was I a bad moderator? Yes. Did I do ANYTHING wrong on this forum? Absolutely not

You legitimately just answered all of your questions, you proceeded to name everything that you did wrong, and then you asked yourself "did i do anything wrong?", like holy shit.

unless you want to count a warning I got in January for flaming somebody for a reason.

If you're complaining about people flaming you, why are you defending the fact that you did the exact same thing they did by saying you had a reason to flame someone?

And allow me to end this by saying: The staff isn't doing anything about this. In some ways, though, I respect Joey for ending the Kep memes and the rudeness on my story thread, but I am still receiving hate and there are dumb and spammy parodies/rip-offs popping up all over the forum.

have you MESSAGED the staff? like that's how the staff works, they're not your super duper heroes always aiming to save you from people who aren't even directly insulting you

So, if this uncouthness towards me doesn't stop, I don't see why I should be here. It is basically cyber bullying, and I hope you know that that is illegal.

Like i stated before, the "offensive" shit isn't even very relevant, you're just looking for stuff to victimize yourself, also stop trying to use inecessary vocabulary

Also, I am actually a really friendly guy if the good part of me is shown. But no, I haven't been able to shown the good part of me for a few months.

why the fuck not? like if you can show the good part of you, why are you sitting here complaining instead of doing so?

While i can't deny that the shit that has been done to you isn't very pleasant, you're victimizing yourself too much, people like SMBXer had more issues and didn't even make this kind of thread, you need to show less weakness, it is not a difficult thing to do, especially when you can just use text to do it.

also holy fuck my grammar is awful

[Bomber57]

A lot of people who say members of this forum are "cyberbullying them" are either trying to victimize themselves or are being overly sensitive. Try not to be one of those people, Kep.