Postby BroccoliRampage » Sat Dec 19, 2020 2:28 am
Just came across this topic myself, and wanted to weigh in.
I haven't been around very long at all, and am working on my first episode. I'm excited about it, and after nearly a year working on it still motivated. But I have had to force myself not to rely on immediate feedback to motivate me. I mean, I've seen other creators post episodes and projects FAR superior to mine, and noted at least here in the forums almost no response. I KNOW that generating excitement lights my creative fire, and I can get depressed quickly if I start questioning what's the point.
It's not a bad thing to want to know that your game will be loved and appreciated. We put a ridiculous amount of effort and many, many days of our lifetime into these. Of course you want it to be enjoyed by multitudes, and feedback is the first step in confirming that your creation will be appreciated. That's human. Yeah I enjoy creating my game, but I'd be lying if I said I didn't care if anyone else likes it. Hell, I would ultimately dare to hope that my game might be so good it becomes something of a cult hit, sought after and played long after I've moved onto other things. And for me, I kinda see this as justification for the years (and money) I spent looking to become a game designer. This is about proving to myself that I had something great in me to offer the gaming world...and offer it I will, whether it becomes a big deal or goes completely unnoticed, I will have done what I know I have within me to do. Nothing else really matters.
Ultimately, whether anyone else plays this or not, it's a success if you made something you're proud of. That comes only from your feelings and your opinion. Find your potential, and it will be time well spent.